Friday, July 21, 2006
my little mew mew
my little mew mew is going for sterilization today....
woke up a little before time...
unable to sleep really well last night...
toss and turn on the bed...
well... you might be thinking tat its just a minor operation... why so uptight able...
well.. i have read up on cases in which the cats are not able to withstand the anesthetic and literally die on the operation theatre...
fear send shivers down my spine....
really terrified...
and yesterday afternoon, i brought home 2 little new born kittens....
jie jie was very fascinated by the new infants...
the eyes of the little kitten unopen...
one of the kitten's umbilical cord is still attach to its body...
it is just a few days old...
its terribly small....
haha... some say that it look like a monkey as the ears are not really developed...
hahaha...
well.. my cat was really angry with me..
she hissed and bite me when i try to carry her...
she was actually offended when i brought other cats home...
she hid in my room all day long..
didnt want to come out..
until night time when i came home from tuition, she finally came out...
my mom said that the cat was so affected that she didnt want to come out for dinner until i was back...
mommy reprimanded me for putting mew mew under such torment...
my heart literally broke..
when i only thought that my cat was selfish and was unable to accept other cats...
well.. i have gtg...
need to bring her to the clinic now...
pray hard that everything's going to be all right...
ciaoz...
crystal [searchin] 6:01 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
what has the world turn to...
BRAZIL LOST TO FRANCE....
I HATE FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
once again it reminded me of him...
he once say that....
many gerls don really watch soccer with their bf..
i m one of those few.. very rare...
i haven being contacting him ever since friday nite...
i hope i can really get over it...
his words, his every movement rang my mind every minute...
why must he tell him those stuff...
wad the fuck....
he dont understand the torment i m undergoing now...
he feels bad to others wad abt me?
hai... i dunnno la....
let him do wadeva he wans to...
as long as he is happy and doesnt regret them can le...
i dunno wad to ask for any further...
i guess forgetting him is the best solution...
cause i dun seem to see any light in hold on to his feelings...
i dun seem to see any future....
as much as i wan him badly, i still choose to give up...
i dunno why..
i m so starting to lose faith in him and love le....
so many ppl warned me abt him...
so many told me to be careful and yet i still fall for the trap...
i dunno wad has gotten over me...
i noe my irregular meals have made liling very worried...
but ling, i will try my best ta eat de...
i may seem to be pathetic and indulging into self-pity...
i will try to get over them de...
thanks liling, shi qi, shamine, li jun, michelle for being there...
u all meant alot to me... i will try to get over de....
i love u peeps...
crystal [searchin] 6:04 PM
